TIFFANY MARTÍNEZ

My name is Tiffany Martínez. As a McNair Fellow and student scholar, I’ve presented at national conferences in San Francisco, San Diego, and Miami. I have crafted a critical reflection piece that was published in a peer-reviewed journal managed by the Pell Institute for the Study of Higher Education and Council for Opportunity in Education. I have consistently juggled at least two jobs and maintained the status of a full-time student and Dean’s list recipient since my first year at Suffolk University. I have used this past summer to supervise a teen girls empower program and craft a thirty page intensive research project funded by the federal government. As a first generation college student, first generation U.S. citizen, and aspiring professor I have confronted a number of obstacles in order to earn every accomplishment and award I have accumulated. In the face of struggle, I have persevered and continuously produced…

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9224dea332d678ff9273b5ad9dae6985The writings of Julian of Norwich (c.1342– c.1416) have nourished my spiritual imagination since I first encountered them. Perhaps the best known of her words are from Showings, a series of visions that she received in the midst of a near-death experience.

“…but all shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of thing shall be well.’

Like many mystics, Julian’s experiences led her to name God in new and surprising ways. Months ago, I came across these striking passages from her Revelations of Divine Love and found them both challenging and insightful.

“The Second Person of the Trinity is our mother in nature, in our substantial making. In him we are grounded and rooted, and he is our mother by mercy in our sensuality, by taking flesh.”

“Thus our mother, Christ, in whom our parts are kept unseparated, works in us in various ways. For in our mother, Christ, we profit and increase, and in mercy he reforms and restores us, and by virtue of his passion, death, and resurrection joins us to our substance.

To motherhood as properties belong natural love, wisdom and knowledge – and this is God. For though it is true that our bodily bringing forth is very little, low, and simple compared to our spiritual bringing forth, yet it is he who does the mothering in the creatures by whom it is done.”

…. A mother can give her child milk to suck, but our precious mother, Jesus, can feed us with himself. He does so most courteously and most tenderly, with the Blessed Sacrament, which is the precious food of true life. With all the sweet sacraments he sustains us most mercifully and graciously.”

Revelations of Divine Love of Juliana of Norwich, trans. M.L. Del Mastro

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Farid De La Ossa Arrieta: God, the Mother (2002)

Julian invites us to an understanding of God’s essence and nature (revealed in sacred text and in creation) that is broader than the masculine archetypes and language that theologians have defaulted to. I hear it as prophetic language, a kind of poetic truth-telling that challenges the hetero-patriarchy and misogyny that infected the 14th century church and still infects faith communities today.

She also opens a new window through which to view the person of Christ, avoiding well-worn language of control, retribution and power over and against others. But Julian’s Savior sustains, reforms and restores us; Mother Christ invites us to take in goodness from below, to be rooted and grounded in nurturing love. These words invite integration of body, mind and spirit; they affirm our bodies and the way God meets us through our senses; and in naming God as mother she honors womens’ bodies and experiences. What a gift to the church, especially as we imagine new ways to speak of and speak to Divine.

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It often takes time for me to write new music. A text or experience provides a creative spark but the germination process may take months. On Sunday, while listening to a sermon preached by Julia Stroud at St. Lydia’s (which reflected on the wound on Christ’s body as a space of radical welcome and inclusion), a short song started to flower. By the time we began prayer, the piece was ready to be shared.

We sang it a cappella but the score has a simple piano/guitar accompaniment. You’re welcome to use it as an invitation to prayer (as we did at St. Lydia’s), as a response to prayer petitions, or in another moment where we acknowledge that Christ knows us, loves us, and hears us.

The phrase ‘Mothering Christ’ comes from Jean Janzen’s hymn, “Mothering God, You Gave Me Birth,” which distills Julian’s writings into a beautiful Trinitarian hymn. My setting is much simpler.

Mothering Christ, you know us.
Mothering Christ, you love us.
Mothering Christ, you hear us.

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If you’re interested in other settings of Julian of Norwich’s words, here are some favorites.

Mothering God, You Gave Me Birth – arr. Tom Trenney (A setting of Jean Janzen’s text for SATB choir and piano, published by Augsburg Fortress)

As Surely As God Is Our Father – William Mathias (for SATB choir and organ, published by Oxford University Press)

Love Unfolding – Gwyneth Walker (for SATB choir and organ, published by E.C. Schirmer)

All Shall Be Well – Emily Scott (a paperless setting that can be taught to congregations)

All Shall Be Well – William Bradley Roberts (a paperless setting from Music By Heart)

IMG_8268I had the opportunity to hear feminist theologian Phyllis Trible last night as she led a group from St. Lydia’s through the Eve and Adam story in the book of Genesis. She focused carefully on the Hebrew text, pointing out word play, clarifying tense, and helping us notice the dramatic arc of the narrative. She offered a compelling and cogent alternative to the patriarchy and misogyny that have been read into the text for millenia.

I was fascinated to learn that the Hebrew word for the first human is literally ‘earth creature’; no gender or sexuality is assumed. When another being is created from the first earth creature it is a ‘helper’ (Genesis 2:18), a word that does not imply inferiority as it is most often used to describe God, as in Psalm 121. Dr. Tribble also pointed out that God speaks to Eve and Adam jointly, as partners. Eve is fully present, multi-dimensional and intelligent, acting as the first theologian and rabbi while speaking with the serpent. Adam is more passive; he eats the fruit without protest and later shifts the blame to her.

IMG_5277When Eve and Adam eat the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil, they desire to be like God and are guilty of the sin of pride. But Dr. Tribble carefully noted that God did not curse them, only the serpent and the ground. We are all “creatures of disobedience” and human relationships are shattered and skewed as a result of their choice. No one is exempt. We are called to repent when we do not act with mutuality, when we shift blame to others, or when we leverage power or influence for selfish benefit.

The implications of this reinterpretation are significant; far too many approaches read gender roles and sexuality into the text in a way that has silenced, sidelined and devalued women. As she spoke, I began to wonder how faith communities can change the conversation, how we can breath life into this alternative narrative and offer a liberating word. Obviously, an educational event like the one St. Lydia’s hosted is a significant step.

Another way to shift our theological understanding is to invite wordsmiths, composers and artists to craft liturgy, music and art that embodies this renewed understanding of human relationships. Rather than work to reclaim or somehow force traditional interpretive approaches into a new mold, we begin with a fresh canvas. What we sing and speak (and how we sing and speak) in faith community will have deep implications for all of us. We will become what we do.

Motivated by and modeling the mutuality we wish to see in human relationships, worship can help us name women and men as true partners, equal in the eyes of God and called to fullness of life.